Guidance

Everything is so jumbled up My head isnt even safe anymore.
It feels like every which way I turn
Nothing is going rite for me anymore


I lost all my friends
I lost who I was
All for some guy I thought that I loved
Then I lost him and my world fell apart
Now I'm fallin for someone that is so far beyond my reach
Why do I do this to myself
All I ever feel is pain
When am I going to learn that this is insain


I know that its wrong to feel the way I do
but I cant control it anymore then I could control you


I let you walk into my life and tear me apart
then make me feel like Imthe one to blame
I fell hard and now I cant change What I did
Or how I feel
I want it to be gone I want the old me back


When I was with you I gave you something that I cant take back
Now Im regreting it as it impacts
I wish that Life didnt have to be so complicated and I knew what to do
Cuz rite now I am so lost and confused


Should I stay and wait for what may never be
or move on and set that dream free
I dont know what to do and I cant figure it out alone
I need some guidance
Maybe the I can let you both Go.