Guidance

Everything is so jumbled up My head isnt even safe anymore.
It feels like every which way I turn
Nothing is going rite for me anymore


I lost all my friends
I lost who I was
All for some guy I thought that I loved
Then I lost him and my world fell apart
Now I'm fallin for someone that is so far beyond my reach
Why do I do this to myself
All I ever feel is pain
When am I going to learn that this is insain


I know that its wrong to feel the way I do
but I cant control it anymore then I could control you


I let you walk into my life and tear me apart
then make me feel like Imthe one to blame
I fell hard and now I cant change What I did
Or how I feel
I want it to be gone I want the old me back


When I was with you I gave you something that I cant take back
Now Im regreting it as it impacts
I wish that Life didnt have to be so complicated and I knew what to do
Cuz rite now I am so lost and confused


Should I stay and wait for what may never be
or move on and set that dream free
I dont know what to do and I cant figure it out alone
I need some guidance
Maybe the I can let you both Go.

One Guy

All I want is for one guy to prove their not all the same.
No telling Lies or playing Games.

I want a Guy that wont hurt me anymore
and who will take all the pain away so I dont feel it anymore.

I want someone who shows that he cares
with a hug and a kiss and says "I'll always be there."

and for once actually mean it and stand tall and strong
Someone who will try his hardest to actually catch me when I fall

Someone to love me just the way I am
To listen to my problems and NOT tell me how wrong I always am.

To love me and protect me from harm.
To sing me to sleep now matter how awful he thinks he sounds.

Someone to watch me and hold me while I sleep
and in that one moment his world is complete.

Someone to dance and kiss me in the rain
who isnt afraid to claim that Im his

Someone to kiss me and tell me he loves me
someone who will protect me no matter what.
Who isnt afraid to show it in public

someone who will hold me when I cry
and tell me everything will be alright.

Just one guy and he is the only one I want.